Sill Growing Up....

 MAN! People really didn't warn me enough about adult life.

First of all, when do you feel like an adult actually. I am well into my 30s and I still feel like a teenager. But a teenager with adult responsibilities. 

I feel like I am unqualified for the things that the world requires me to do, cause I AM a proper adult.

Did I grow up too fast? Was I suppose to gain some superpowers as soon as I was deemed an adult in the eyes of the society.

 But I still don't know how taxes work.

I still have hard time meeting new people.

I still need help with my work and duties.

I still need my mom and dad.

As I still struggle to make it through the daily life of an adult hoping that I am doing what I am supposed to do, which I still don't know what it is exactly, I am slowly becoming older.

I need a time-out. An adult time-out.

My mind needs to catch up to the years I have lived.

I just hope that I don't run out of years as i am trying to ADULT.